turn off. no life. this week need to study 3 geog topics for the various tests within this 1 week, and econs everything for the CS tmr. dead la i dint really study. im feeling so desperate now..:(
studying geog can simply drive me crazy! history is nowhere better.
so little time, so much stuff to do!

whatever, people have been skipping sch recently. for the simple reason tt they r lazy or cant be bothered to take the tests-.- hello there's pple like me failing all the tests. and wat they do is sleep at home. wow! wth i have the integrity not to do tt. too much integrity i would say, to just go sch evryday and experience the repeated cycle, sianed.

the thought of studying and how much work i have to do just makes me stone at the computer. or even stone at the trees when im supposed to be studying! wth i duno y i just cant concentrate! stoning has become my past-time?? i find tht teachers r unable to help, they just nag at u. u ask them 1 question they nv give u a proper answer. many pple wld say at this pt they shld and have nth else to do other than to spoonfeed us, the fastest way. ok i just feel like keeping quiet. right now being a loner and shutting up is the new trend-.-
it's so scary and irritating and disgusting tt some pple r starting to steal notes, kope notes from evryone, photocopying evrything, but unwilling to share their own notes, or shld i say unwilling to even let anyone TOUCH their notes. wth gad they r just selfish and lazy. i dint expect so many of them to exist. but then again, it's not surprising to see these pple so desperate. there u go telling evryone how hardworking u r staying up all night to study and have a thick stack of notes, yet u keep quiet when pple ask how did u do it and the other details. so wth in the 1st place dont mention it when u dunwan pple to talk to u! there u r going arnd telling pple there's no need to study for the tests and do work, like "oh im not going to study", yet u happen to last minute decide not to sleep to study hardcore until u sleep in class, and make pple ask u "y u dint sleep ytd night u r so tired today?" they ans "oh i just happen to flip thru my notes until i forgot the time" or cant fall asleep so nth to do but go and study. they suck to the max bcos they want to top the class. not a single trace of integrity i see there. hate these pple that talk abt a big fat lie as if it was the most natural thing they wld do. fakers.

it's during this time of competition tt u see the real face of pple. disgusting. i feel like slapping u when after u ask me what i got, and obviously i could only ans tt i failed, u add on by saying "oh u failed? y so low? actually im just a bit away from the high A im so sad! how did the teacher mark i deserve higher!" i just want to split on ur face. wth of cos i got lower than u cos when i ask u any qns u just reply by saying go and study urself. see how hateful it is. it is just unfortunate tt this kind of pple exist, and right in front of me somemore, making me suffer more. it just so happens tt they r in the sch, or else it wld be a much better place. argh. now im so frustrated i cant focus on studying for tmr tests! suck.