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ex-cedarian!:D
ex-nco of the nike kids^^
former member of the pap dept.
ex-srjcian(pae)=)
current ajcian...
current ajteambowling vice...
AB Camp 2009 SI!:D
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
i hate tuesdays. them. -complain session>
evryone is pissing me off recently.
parents, brothers, and there's the cca members.
that unreasonable selfish captain as always, pisses me off totally. she will only do things tt she deemed as reasonable for herself. take for instance, today, although it's not only today tt she's like tt-.-
here's the msg: "mr lim kok wee wants to see the captain tmr morning. but if she going back sch in the afternoon then maybe can go and see him earlier." note: the original msg is tmr morning, and is wan to see the captain. so it's not my problem right! i have the right not to go right! wth. she's unwilling to go see him alone,and as some pple say "dunwan to see her go face him alone" so fine! wan me to go be the 'shelter' la! k fine i can la(it's not as if it's the 1st time).
what's unreasonble is: she's going back in the afternoon for her lessons and by right i got no more lessons to go in the afternoon and i can go home. so, since can go tmr morning and she wants me to go then just tmr morning la! but she keep insisting to go in the afternoon cos she going back already and wants me to go back with her to see him too! like hello! U R asking me a favour! but no politeness, forcing me to go back jus to be her 'shelter', giving orders like i m the one who's suppose to go see the teacher. wth. then y r u the captain la!
request to see vice: i go alone. request to see heads: also i can go alone-represent her when she doesnt feel like going-.- request to see someone just representing the cca: also i suppose to go. request to see captain: also i need go. wth. who's the irresponsible one here! who's the lazy one here la!
other schs the vice-cap is the slack one. wat is this! it's not my fault that she's the captain ok! it's not my fault the teachers r shooting us ok! so y pushing evrything to me! once got this kind of cca stuff totally spoils my mood k! i find nth to be proud off abt the cca. but i still like bowling. argh. i've always been regretting all along and forever y i dint transfer back to sr tt time with joanna. i would have been much more happier i bet. the pple there r much more friendlier. ok fine i shld rephrase, anyone from other schs can be less hostile than ajcians im facing right now. going for competitions i find it a joy only bcos i get to meet pple from other schs and play with them, never the reason of being able to go with the schmates. wth. y i dint go back last time it's bcos of the pressure all arnd me to stay in aj. but i shld have just ignore the pressure for a period of time to enjoy my jc life in the long run. yes i know it's stupid to suffer in aj, while other pple will all think im stupid to like sr instead-.- wth it's up to individuals de la! cant force me to like aj when's there's nth to like abt lo! and being in abcamp doesnt equate i have to love aj hello-.- cant evryone b more sensible!
it's not as if i never say all these out to pple before. hello i have always voice out my grievances to pple while they try to pretend they dint here. so blogging all my grievances here cos nobody else wld listen to me. argh.
