ok! now this triggered it off! i am going to explode!!!

those in the living room now woke up at 7+ 8, and i woke up at 10+. they hav no work to do, and duno y when i wake up i wan to study then they start making noise! puposely when i wan to study then he start gaming.
ok fine! i ask him to shut off the sound, he claim tt he need the sound to play. wth. and this is the worst: even the parents supported him instead of me who's going to hav promos in one day! "let him play finish 1st then we go out then u study" WHAT IS THIS! WHAT KIND OF PARENTS ARE THESE! WHAT KIND OF FAMILY IS THIS! am i supposed to fail then they happy?!!! are they DEAF?! it is blasting!!! i cant study like this! omgomgomg! i dont hav much time! and this is what they give me!-"study later". y?cos he apparently hav to game evryday and make evryone deaf.
i had enuf already ok! i also cant go out to study cos there's simply no money left to even travel. there's no extra allowances to eat outside to even chop a place at macs, cos all those money i have saved from starving evryday has been used up for studying outside and eating outside. and this is bcos 1)the 2 younger ones hav to game evyday, and 2)the older ones hav to watch tv evryday. so, in total the whole hse will be blasted from dinner time all the way until midnight. and wat's the best thing, im not allowed to study out at night "cos it's late", and i cant study at night at home when they r quiet "cos waste electricity".
WHAT IS THIS HUH! THEY WANT ME TO FAIL THEN HAPPY AH!

1st: let him play finish/ when we watch finish tv/ when we go out 1st then u study.
2nd: do not go out at night to study cos it's too late.
3rd: dont study at night cos will waste electricity.

it sounds fictional does it? nobody will believe this is actually what i have to face, as being the oldest child and a daughter.

"let ur brother play as he happy first". bcos of this, there's this long post.